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We're on our 7th day post transfer from a 3 day transfer and implantation is complete.  Today, cells will eventually become the placenta and the fetus have begun to develop!  I felt strong cramps the past two days, especially yesterday, and it's subsided today.

It's easy to feel anxious with each passing day.  Our beta test is approaching in less than a week and I need courage.  We've prayed, wrestled, and surrendered our desires to the Lord throughout our IF (infertiity) battle the past 5 years.  We've done all we can possibly do that's within our disposal and that's all we can do.  The rest is up God and he is bigger than any "army" we encounter because he is the almighty!  It's not for my sake, but God's to build his kingdom because as my little sister reminded me...he cares about the future generations. 

2 Chronicles 20: 15, 17:
This is what the LORD says to you: 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's. 17 You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the LORD will give you, O Judah and Jerusalem (O Liz). Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the LORD will be with you.' "